Hey Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
I hope you had a blessed day walking in God’s love. I had a good day on campus and Ashley, James and Priscilla each prayed with me to receive Jesus Friday. I got a good seed planted with Ian, a bearded guy by the tunnel over to the PE building who took The Case for Christ Student edition to read. He wanted to be forgiven but was a little unsure about Jesus but said it was a good presentation. We hit it off so I hope he’ll read the book. Priscilla’s sister, Joann who thought she was trusting in Jesus but had to think hard about if she was trusting in her works, was near the truth I think she got it I hope her sister will guide her into prayer and will suggest it to her in an email. It was a good day.
I found Ashley in the MAC arts building at the top of the front stairs sitting at a counter height table looking out over the lounge. On Friday almost no one is around and no one was in earshot of us. She is a pretty Filipino girl, pretty skin, (which I seem to notice more as mine gets older looking in the mirror) high cheekbones, pretty almond eyes and long dark hair just past her shoulders. She wore a sweater, mostly black with colored thin horizontal stripes and high-waisted jeans, slight build. She was interested in listening to the Gospel though she did not have much experience at all going to Church. She said there was a Bible somewhere in her house she wasn’t sure where. I asked her what she would say to God to get into Heaven and she was struggling a bit on how to respond. So I said well the God wouldn’t really ask because He knows everything. The question is really what it is you think would get someone into Heaven. “I feel like what you’ve done to give back to the world so I would list things like that.” She thought she had a 50/50 shot at getting into Heaven saying she’d never thought about it before. I began to go through the Gospel with her and read and explained Bible verses and she did not know any of it. But she saw how everything worked, that God had paid for her sins living a perfect life in Christ, the righteousness He earned then could be to her credit. In the end I asked if she’d want to be forgiven for her sins or thought something else. “Be forgiven,” she replied so I asked if she believed Jesus was God had died for her sins and rose from the dead. “Do you think that’s true when you look at your heart?” I asked. She thought for a moment and said, “I think so, I don’t see why not.” So I said if she wanted to place her trust in that there was a prayer she could pray and be forgiven. I explained it to her and asked if it was the desire of her heart. “Yes,” she said. So I said she could pray it right now then, so only God would hear and she said “Oh, Ok,” with a bit of a laugh. She prayed to receive Jesus and thanked me and then said, “My life really sucks right now,” and she broke and could not speak for a while trying to compose herself. I waited as tiny thin tears began to roll down her cheeks. She picked up a napkin from lunch and dabbed each one away and then another would roll down from the other eye. She apologized but I said that was OK and “Take as long as you want”. She explained finally her dad was sick and mom had a lot of bills. They must be an immigrant family because she said she did not feel like her vocabulary was very good, but she had no accent I could detect. She said she’d been trying to think what she could do to make things better so had prayed and the tips she got waiting tables as a server doubled that night and she felt that was a sign God would help her. I said God would help her but it might not be in exactly the way she wished but I knew how to pray for her now and would. I encouraged her to think about the ways she was blessed, her family and the prosperity of living in these times and that though I was old and tended to think everyone seemed attractive just for looking young she was pretty and that was a blessing. Though frankly for some women it isn’t. I gave her a Bible showing her the “Where to Turn” section and the messianic passages. I gave her 20 Things God Can’t Do explaining she just needed to ask God and that anything He wanted her to do He would give her the power to do. Jesus said we needed to become like children and to ask God for help in everything. I said that now, trusting in the righteousness of Jesus to be his righteousness the likelihood she would go to Heaven was 100%. I said the Holy Spirit now lived in her and would help her. I wrote her name, the date and forgiven in the front of the Bible and “Just ask by the Spirit’s Power” in the front of the book. I gave her a card for Compass Church saying she could listen to sermons on line there. We talked some more. I gave her my contact information saying she could text me a prayer request and I would be praying for her until spring of 2121. I asked if she had any questions and she thought a moment. “No, just thank you, this really helped,” she replied. “I think things are starting to come together.” I think it helped to have someone listen and help a bit and just to vent and to come to know God in Christ will begin to bless her more than she knew. Please pray she asks and God visits her with comfort and relief. I can only hope to be a piece of God’s plan in the moments he gives me with people if they do not contact me again. Many I do not see again or for some time so I pray.
James was sitting in the Science building on a bench; He had a brown curly mop of hair on top shorter on the sides some tortoise shell colored rectangular glasses on. He wore a plaid flannel jacket with a grey hood, which zipped up the front with a wind flap, grey sweats and trainers. He had a few weeks growth mustache only over his lip like a caterpillar and a chin beard. He was a really upbeat, good natured guy. He said he went to Church regularly. When I asked him what he would say to God if he died and He asked: Why should I let you into Heaven? He said, “Because… that’s a hard one.” Then thinking for just a moment more he said, “I’m a good person.” He thought he had a 50/50 shot at going to Heaven. So I began to explain the Gospel to him. I asked What Jesus had done to take away his sin so He could live inside him and he said, “He forgives you.” He didn’t seem to understand the process of how. I explained everything to him with illustrations. As I finished each one he said, “Of course,” agreeing with everything I said. I asked if he’d want to be forgiven with God inside him or thought something else and he replied “With God inside,” pointing at the circle with Christ on the throne of one’s life. I said then if he wanted to place his trust in that to be forgiven there was a prayer he could pray and I walked him through it asking if it was the desire of his heart. He agreed it was what he wanted. I said he could pray it silently and God would forgive him and live inside him. He said OK and then when I handed him the booklet he looked at me and said, “Thank you,” and then said, “Now I have a prayer I can pray every night,” as I wrote some things down he’d said. I looked up and said, “So did you pray it?” and then, “Oh sorry,” seeing he hadn’t and he prayed to receive Christ. He thanked me a few more times after he’d finished and I said he could keep the booklet and explain living the Christian life by the Spirit’s power “inside out”. I gave him 20 Things God Can’t Do and wrote his name and the date and “forgiven” on the inside. I explained the Mass as the wafer being symbolic of His body and the wine symbolic of His blood and that it was commemorating that Jesus had died for him and so he was forgiven and so when he took it he should just say, “thank you”. I said that now, trusting in the righteousness of Jesus to be his righteousness the likelihood he would go to Heaven was 100%. I gave him a Bible study and he was very grateful and I headed out saying I would pray for him each day. “Thank you very much,” he said as I got up to go and I said I would see him in Heaven.
I was headed out through the Seaton Computing Center as you can park there near the door. There is a lounge you walk through by the entrance with tables and seats against the wall. Once in a while I can find someone to talk to on the way out. Priscilla was sitting there in a pink fleece her hair up in attached braids. She had a zip up jacket on underneath. She wasn’t wearing any eye makeup but had an attractive face with a wider nose classic to some African Americans, full lips. She gave me her email as we parted having told me she didn’t attend COD but drove her sister and sat and studied. I don’t know what program she was in, last year she’d been at Southern Illinois. Her email had her last name so I glanced at her picture on Facebook to help me remember her face later. What some girls can do with makeup finds it parallel only on a Hollywood set. I don’t think I would recognize her at Church based on our encounter. She regularly went to church and knew the Gospel. She was smart and articulate and I enjoyed talking to her and hearing her perspective as a black woman. She came to conclusions based on race I simply would not have come to and we agreed on most things. I can’t be certain she was wrong about anything she said I just had not thought of it from her angle before. I asked her what she would say to God if asked why He should let her into Heaven and she said, “I think I tried to live by His law everyday and even when I don’t I ask for forgiveness.” When I asked her the likelihood she would go to Heaven she said 80% saying, “I’ve got some things to work on.” After I had explained the Gospel I asked if she thought she’d been trusting in what Christ had done for her. “I know you knew the story but when you asked for forgiveness do you think you were thinking you would be forgiven because Jesus had died for you or hoping to be good enough.” She thought for a moment and said, “Hoping I’d be good enough.” So I offered her the prayer explaining it and saying she could pray it silently she smiled and said, “I just prayed it.” So I said, “Amen?” and she said, “Amen,” smiling warmly. She asked for a booklet for her sister then. I wrote her name and the date and “forgiven” in the front of 20 Things God Can’t Do. I gave her a Bible study on the deity of Christ saying it was like what we talked about in Bible study and she asked me if I could send her the notes each week. I said I would try to remember and if I forgot she could email and ask me. Joann her sister showed up as we talked, she was pretty with her own long curly hair past her shoulders. Joann had similar features that would have made them sisters. I asked Priscilla if I should ask her the big question. She said, “If you want,” and Joann agreed to listen. Her answer was similar. She basically said she’d used her gifts and worked on her Christian life. I reiterated that to her and she agreed that was what she thought got her into Heaven and added she believed in “Jesus and the Father and the Holy Spirit, The Trinity.” I said, “James says the demons believe, and they shudder.” That gave her pause. I explained the righteousness of Christ and she had a bit of pride I think blocking her conviction so I began to tell her the parable of the wedding feast in Matt 22 and she tuned in. I summed it up, “So the guy gets thrown into Hell for wearing the wrong clothes to a party.” I said that seems crazy until you realize that if you stand before God claiming your own religious righteousness and not the robe of righteousness of Christ that’s what happens. I quoted Jesus words concerning those who did miracles in His name, cast out demons in His name and prophesy in His name saying, “I’ve never done any of that stuff, maybe you have but Jesus says to them, ‘Depart from me you lawless.'” We locked eyes across the table and I explained she needed to trust in the righteousness of Christ. “You feel me?” I asked. “I feel you,” she said with a touch of a smile. I reached across the table and shook her hand. The three of us more or less walked out together then and about a third of the way to my car I walked back to them standing outside and gave her the only copy I had in my backpack of Bible Promises for You and said she could care it with her sister and wrote her name in the front. She wanted me to guess at the spelling by writing it until Priscilla said, “It’s permanent!” She spelled it for me and I said she was right I would have guessed wrong. And I headed back to the truck.
So thanks for your prayers for the Ministry and for Evangelism on Friday if you had a chance. God truly blessed and did a lot of good things.
In Him,
Bob